title: kim jongin's guide to loving oh sehun
pairing: i don't know, don't you get sassy with me.
length: oneshot // 7.5k
genre: angst, romance
note: this is sad and boring and long, & the list is based off
her poem
Summary: sehun isn't atlas and even kings have scars that never bleed.
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(jongin talks of worn-out 'once upon a time's, never touching the gold-engraved 'the end's.) )
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I AM BAWLING MY EYES OUT WHEN hyung, I love sehun, hyung. I finally understand now, hyung. why some cancer patients go through chemotherapy even though death will just catch up to them. I thought it was silly hyung. cough. why couldn't they just accept their destinies like me, right? you know i thought it was stupid so i didn't go through treatment years ago and just let it consume me. now i wish i fought it. hick. everyone dies i know that, hyung. but i wasn't really aware of having reasons to live.
AND THEN THIS i told you about sehun, right? you know hyung, he sticks his tongue out when he's pondering over something. i like the way his fingers curl on mugs and i shouldn't even like that. i mean, it's stupid and little and really. stupid stupid. it's also stupid how he smiles and blushes like a girl. acts like one, too. but you know what's more stupid how i would go through chemotherapy if it meant i get to see him be his stupid self ( ... )
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HAKSDHKJASHDKA I AM SERIOUSLY IN LOVE WITH SEKAI AND JONGIN IS JUST.. I CAN'T!!! I WILL START TO CRY AGAIN BUT WHO CARES.. TEARS ARE JUST BODY'S WASTE AND... /shamelessly re-reads
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One thing that really makes me feel uncomfortable is when someone experiences massive feels Bc of my fics and most of them are sad,yet I can't help but be glad in a way.
/I'll have you know that I choked on my own saliva when I was writing those two paragraphs you quoted.
This fic was really a challenge since I don't ship sekai that much and it's my first fic without a dialogue but OH MY GOD REALLY YOU. I WAS ABOUT TO GO TO BED WHN I SAW THIS AND I'M REALLY HAPPY YOU LIKED IT :)
Thanks for reading & commenting! :}
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thanks for reading and commenting
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And to love and to be loved like that is ... every living things desire .
:""")
Damn this goes to my all time favorite. Thankyou
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but i'm really happy you liked it (through tears)
thanks for reading and commenting! :]
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I think I've been crying for about five minutes,
but this was horribly beautiful.
Thank-you /curse you/ for writing this <3
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oh god i didn't knew it would cause tears.
i settled for 'horribly depressing'.
either way, i'm really glad you liked it.
thanks for reading and commenting ;}
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