maybe it's just me but is every girl that i'm friends with a bitch? i'm tired of putting myself out trying to keep friendships together and having them just brush me off, that's bullshit. and i'm tired of being unincluded so fuck this shit. it doesn't help that lucas ignores me or that damian is having some big crisis because he's trying to get ( Read more... )

Friday I got home from school and I had been looking forward to going ride and when I got home my mom had already left and then my dad was in a pissed off mood and when I told him that I wanted to go ride he just said sorry and left. I was mad at both of them for a while but then I just told myself to get over and I started working on my science ( Read more... )

I whine entirely too much.

Alaska was wonderful. I miss Jordin already. It's almost hard to believe that I'm back in Louisiana and that when I walk outside there's not going to be any snow. I told my mom that I think we should move to some place cold where it snows. At least I would get a chance to improve my snowboarding skills. That would be awesome ( Read more... )

I raised a question the other day about my relationship with Lucas and I haven't been able to get it out of my mind... Why are we together? I know exactly why we started dating... I had just broken up with Joey and I was confused and upset. Then I met Lucas and he interested me and he helped me forget the mess with Joey. And of course he was ( Read more... )

Hey. I realize that I'm a huge drama queen and that I freak out over the supidest things and I'm probably only upset because I haven't been taking my medicine but still... Today, the only thing I did was go get my hair done. When I came home, it was almost two but you still weren't online. I figured you were being lazy and sleeping later than you ( Read more... )

would you like to know how much i hate going to the orthodontist? you probably don't but i'm still going to tell you. last night when i was happily chewing on my lemon starburst i noticed that my braces felt weird. and this morning i noticed that the wire was outside the brackets... a few moments ago i decided that i did not want to go back to the ( Read more... )

emily gave me my christmas present today. it's this little stuffed giraffe and it is completely and utterly adorable. i do believe that this giraffe is the first christmas present i have recieved this year :) i really like christmas. the whole snow/christmas lights/gift giving/tree/and overall chrismassy-ness just makes me happy. one of the main ( Read more... )

friday i went to main with chelle... i actually got to her house early and we were ready for like an hour before dickie came get us. we got to main pretty early and right after we got there kayla ran up to me and she was like I'M KAYLA! and i was like i knowwwww and she gave me a hug. she then introduced me to twenty million girls of which i only ( Read more... )

I wrote this big rant and I realized that it was stupid so I lj-cutted it. Enjoy :D
( WTF!! )