well.. since the last update alot has happened... and not much good. shawn passed away, me and angela broke up, i got cheated on by a girl i went out with after her, i quit mcdonalds, i havent had my car for a month now.. today is a year since derek died.. honestly.. i cant think of anything good that has happened lately and i havent really thought ( Read more... )

sounds about right :D

well last night was... shall we say... interesting ( Read more... )

you ever have something or someone that makes you smile? makes you happy in a way that your always laughing.. even at nothing.. and smiling just because? yeah.. its a great fuckin feeling... but what happens when its taken away? or if its a person.. what happens if they start treating you like shit.. like nothing... like a fuckin lollipop that you ( Read more... )

ahhh shit what a horrible horrible day!!!!....

i fucking got white out on my arm.. dammit!!! :( lol

a father around his children less than half the time ( Read more... )

my friends are starting to piss me off lately.. all they seem to do is make fun of me and when think i'm too ugly to fuckin get a girl... motherfuckers! i still got other friends.. speakin of which i have to work tonight so i dont know if i'll get to hang out with them.. Angela, the girl i've liked since the beginning of the school year and seeing ( Read more... )

today was another pointless fucking day... barely got out of bed this morning to go to school and yet again school fucking sucked... the other day i found out that my friend for like 3 years is no longer my friend, i fucked that one up... so now i have no one left i can talk to about things.. i just dont care anymore.. im not even trying to stay ( Read more... )