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so basically ive been high on life like this whole week
and i have no idea why.
things are going good now
yes i had VERY low self esteem a few days ago but ive let go of that
im tired of keeping on to something that only hurts me worse and worse 
and im proud of myself
and ive realized im afraid to love someone
b/c im afraid of getting hurt
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he led me on
i cannot belive it
he led me on
i let it happen again
i thought i was over him
i guess not
i cannot belive i let it happen again
im so stupid
i actually belived that he wanted me back for a while
im so stupid
why would he want me back? im not special
well not to him atleast
i dont kno why i bother anymore with him
my heart is so broken
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so i like this boy and well here are some pics from last week and this week    enjoy!


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things are good
weird but good
i went to jared's party and that was so much fun
all those guys together are so much fun
they are crazy and random but fun
and i am going to drive preston's car one day i dont care
haha
im getting my pay check thursday which should be around $200 something 
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