I'm lost

[ucannever4getme]

So pretty much everything about my life has or is about to change. nothing is the way that it used to be. i used to be really scared of change like i didnt want to change and i didnt want any of my friends to change either but im not so sure that change is a bad thing anymore. i feel like i have not really grown up but just grown away from my

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ello, love

[dogzfkedthepope]

I'm so glad to read something like this =) it's refreshing to hear that someone is going through the same sort of things i am. I think what you're doing -focusing on YOUR LIFE like getting a place and going back to school and stopping drugs and drinking- is GREAT! so don't feel bad about "leaving your friends behind" I don't think that they're very good friends if all they want to do is party all the time.. those are what i like to call hmm with lack of a better word for them... losers bleh! But don't worry because like is said what you're doing is AWESOME!! I've made the vow recently to stop doing drugs and start getting my act together too! =) and I'm still coming there in august right around the time you'll be moving in with your brother. So you and I will definitely have to see eachother because I really do miss you =)