so i broke up with devon 2 days ago. i wasn't happy and he wasn't treating me right so i said goodbye. i deleted his numbers so i won't be tempted to call him. i don't think that i will ever talk to him again and i'm fine with that. i am happy with my decision because why should i take that from him when i wouldn't let anyone else treat me that way ( Read more... )

True story: I'm an idiot with horrible judgement. THE END

you can't spend your life wishing for something that's not going to happen

it's been such a long time since i updated. well idk if it's been a long time or if it just feels like a long time, but either way a whole lot has happened since my last entry. umm lets see. so devon is officially my boyfriend now. we have been together since last monday. we told lisa that we are together and she got really mad and tried to tell me ( Read more... )

why do i get so stupid and jump to conclusions and assumptions? he called me like almost as soon as i posted the last entry and we talked for hours once again. i guess we both fell asleep on the phone it was kinda cute cuz i woke up at like 4 am and i still had the phone in my hand and i could hear him snoring. then he called and woke me up at 9 ( Read more... )

well updating from the last entry ( Read more... )

hmm what to say what to say ( Read more... )

ummm...i had sex with podres last night...it was a spur of the moment thing...it's not something that i would usually do and i guess that might be why i did it...but i didnt even get anything out of it...man what the hell is wrong with me am i just immune to sex? it never feels good.

have you ever thought you wanted something really bad, and then just suddenly changed your mind? i mean nothing happened to make you change your mind, you just knew that you didnt want it anymore. it's really weird and a bit difficult to comprehend. the mind process is just to complex to even try to understand. i thought i wanted this. really ( Read more... )

i'm tripping on words ( Read more... )