I'm not exactly sure what's going on in my life. I lost touch with all of my friends. I don't see anyone except for my family and my boyfriend now. And the people that i work with of course. its all been slipping away for too long and i have to get it back before i cant reach for it anymore. today is denise's birthday happy birthday!! and i feel ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to DC with Chris and our friend Billy that I used to work at panera with and he used to work at IHOP with. It was really hot like 98 degrees but i still wanted to go so we went. first we went to the Branch Ave metro and couldnt find parking for like 10 min haha then we rode the metro and billy almost got in trouble because he was ( Read more... )

So pretty much everything about my life has or is about to change. nothing is the way that it used to be. i used to be really scared of change like i didnt want to change and i didnt want any of my friends to change either but im not so sure that change is a bad thing anymore. i feel like i have not really grown up but just grown away from my ( Read more... )

The Letter A ( Read more... )

You know what..I have a million little worries and daily stresses, but everything is alright. I just got a new job at jo ann fabrics so saturday is my last day at panera. It's been almost a year, and I can't wait to get away from there because there is a lot of drama and favoritism, but hey that's life, and i know i might actually miss it too. My ( Read more... )

mean people suck.

you know what

I AM WHAT I AM

AND I AM

DAMN PROUD OF IT

STFU

so...idk...i just don't know anymore ( Read more... )

shooting at the walls of heartache
bang bang.

Have you ever had that feeling that you're finally waking up? like you've been in a trance and have been blind to everything that's been going on and now you see it crystal clear and want to punch yourself for being such a friggin idiot! that's how i feel with a lot of things now. mainly dealing with people and relationships. i have been so blind ( Read more... )

it's that empty night-time feeling again when everyone else is warm in their beds and you're feeling restless and anxious.