I am in a funk I can't get out of fix it someone help!!!!!!!!!!! It is like I am standing at the bottom of a hole and it is just to tall I can't reach the top. IM Crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have done nothing today. my room is a disaster and jon wants to go to boca. I hope he will sit in my room with me so I can get my stuff done. Im crazy.

I don't know this person that I have become. I DON'T HAVE FEELINGS.I don't want to care about stuff. I don't know me... I am lost in this world of everyday crap. What will happen later in life how will things go. I have all these people that know my name now but who will remeber it till I die. Family as long as I don't shut them out. Friends yah ( Read more... )

Don't you just hate it when your parents are right. I love them so much but they are so worried about me and all the stuff that im going through. I don't know how to tell them I think im going to be ok. But something was brought to me that apparently more then one person sees I am not me anymore. I used to be loud and in your face kind of a person ( Read more... )

My teeth hurt I am on alot of drugs and I still feel like shit you know how hard it is to eat things that I am aloud all i have had is mashed potatos Soups I can only really eat the broth. I want to rip my face off. It is getting harder and harder to open my mouth at all like its closing for good. My bottom lip is still num and they said it was ( Read more... )

I have decided to post for myself so I can remeber what I was thinking a year ago from today. Fianls are almost over thank goodness. Jamie, tana and I went out last nigt we played mini golf and went out to eat and just had a nice time. I am so glad we got to do that because its the last time for a while with jamie. I am going to miss her so much. ( Read more... )

WIll you be here DEC. 9-11 want a quite place to sleep and do nothing. Well I need someone to watch nala. If you are will i pay well or I take people out to lunch your choice. EMAIL ME at hcb4000@aol.com or just respond to this Love ya all

Yah we get to go to a bowl game and they are going to take all of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We have a confence game here thats good too ( Read more... )

I don't update much latly cuz I just don't want to but all I have to say is star wars is great and Its sucks to be treated like shit when you are planning great things. I just want things to be great and there not; why should I care? I just think it sucks thats all. Can't wait for the away trip then I can't wait for Sunday!!!! Oh AND im going to be ( Read more... )

lets see haven't updated in awhile havn't had time my sister and elyse and kerri are here so i might get to have a little fun. but i still have to go to school.tomorrow halloween and im just going to be hanging out sounds good to me. jamie is having people over. I am so over all the drama I am with amanda I am sooooooo excited about the away trip ( Read more... )