so here i am writing in this thing almost a year since i last posted kinda weird and ironic the only reason i made this was to talk to amy but we dont even talk anymore so this thing is kinda pointless. but i needed to vent just to get words out even if it is on an online journal. 1st off livejournal has changed alot so yeah im not gonna update my ( Read more... )

ok here we go. today is christmas eve woopdefuckindo. yea im not a big christmas fan but got reason. u have probably herd this all before but wutever. i dont know what im doin over christmas break my sisters friends and family are comin over like every christmas eve. my dad got eggnog without the alcohol this year and i was like damn if it had ( Read more... )

my dreams don't leave me here ( Read more... )

so 2day i have slept taken my medicine didnt go to church and i should do my homework i wrote a litte the stuff i wrote i either erased or put it in my profile on my sn. im so confused about shit right now. is like october the month that every1 gets pissed or depressed or wants to leave or am i just noticing that? well i can tell im getting better ( Read more... )

so here i am its 4:09 in the morning and i cant sleep i made myself ramon noodles and i went thru a bunch of people on my cell phone already calling and waking them up to see if they wanted to talk the only person who was awake was my sister and thats cuz shes at college. every1 who is online is away which kinda sux cuz i have nothing to do so i am ( Read more... )

ok i dont feel like doing my homework or studying so im gonna post woohoo. so yesterday i mowed my neighbors lawn finished my sonnet and went to summit with jamie britt and maeg. we saw napolean dynamite the movie sucked but the company was good then we chilled in summit for awhile then my dad picked me up and i stayed home. talked to ash later ( Read more... )

alright school yesterday was ok i got so fuckin pissed off after lunch which helped me later that nite for the show. i took down 5 kids not my record but it was a good nite only got 1 shot to jaw but its all good. the bands were kickass alot of UC people there and a couple of the BH crowd. good to see jessie again. hung out with kelly brian tati ( Read more... )

ok my day was awsome i dont know about everyone else but i had such a kool day from talking to kristy on the bus to all the activities with my group(my group was kickass btw) i definitly felt comfortable with everyone in my group. im so glad im in peer ministry its people like dana(smiles) who impacted my life through peer ministry and if i could ( Read more... )

mondays have to be my best day even tho i hate them. classes were good 2day. i ate lunch with jenn steve brian tati pretty eyes briv and i invited kaz to sit with us cuz he didnt know who to sit with. my weekened was ok hopefully later today will be better. did get a role in the play but no worries cuz i wasnt hyped up on it. i was jesus in ( Read more... )

so i went to work at ritas probably the last time for my life 2day cuz they close 2morow and i dont plan on working there next year. when i was almost about to leave this group of kids came up to the window and i recognized this girl i used to like her 2 years ago we took a lifeguarding course together i asked around about her never got a number or ( Read more... )