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Writer's Block: Pants on Fire?
Yes, a lie is a lie no matter what. -
love... or not?
I love you today, but I won’t love you tomorrow
as much as I did yesterday.
How do I love you when you don’t love me in return?
You pretend you love me now, but when we’re apart
I don’t feel your love for days.
You say you can’t love me
because you don’t know how to love anymore.
You say you won’t love me
because love has hurt you in the past.
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Writer's Block: School Ties
Communications, but I still have no idea how or what I'm going to use that for. FML -
(Untitled)
TWO days ago:
The never ending question arrives at my door once again. When does it end? How much longer am I going to have to nurse my wounds because of a man who can’t commit himself to me? I always say that I’m going to stop seeing him but I don’t; I never learn. This pain in my heart is so strong I can hardly bear it. All I want is someone to ( Read more... ) -
sad reality..my 2nd draft
Another sip, another hit
You look at me and lick your lips
My soul quivers when I stare deep into your eyes
Nurturing my sexual desire for you that never dies
In turn my morals and conscience hiss in despise.
Once this moment is over I know my heart will shatter
Because you don’t really love me but by now none of it matters
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Ugly Sunday
Oh God, when Nilo told me he was coming by my house to pick up his IPod I thought I was going to have a panic attack! I’ve been so dedicated on updating this IPod to how it would gratify him and now he’s coming to get it so he can play in this big poker tournament at the bar down the street; with music he’ll be “in his zone.” The anxiety alone was ( Read more... ) -
liquor blues
Never mix Rum and Vodka; wtf was I thinking?
But i'm glad i felt sick because this guy I had (have) a crush on since high school talked to me for like half an hour and made me feel way better so i'm happy :)
Ugh my life is so weird...one minute I'm crying over one guy and the next min, smiling because of another. It's a vicious cycle that never ends ( Read more... ) -
story of my life...
How depressing, I’m thinking to myself. I’ve been sitting in bed all afternoon on this beautiful Saturday, all because my heart is in pain, thanks to Fucking Nilo. That’s what I call him every time he pisses me off or makes me sad; Fucking Nilo. He’s my friend with benefits you could say, but to me he was always more than that. It always ends up ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Learning Curve
I learned today that if you want to find your purpose in life you have to put in some work. Can't just sit around... wait for it to fall out of the sky and hit you on the head. Do some research or try something new! You can't wait for life, you have to go look for it. -
My welcome to Livejournal
Okay, first off- I'm new to this whole on-line/blogging thing and i'm kind of freaking out because I don't know what this will lead to. I never let anyone see what I write about, but I've finally come to the conclusion that it is time to stop being such a pussy! I'm still at that weird stage where I'm trying to "find" myself so I need to come out ( Read more... )