sometimes i wonder "what the hell am i doing?!".... but its the times when i can feel that it is right, its those times when i do know what i am doing that makes everything worth while ( Read more... )

thank you blogthings.com... i would have never found myself without this... haha
You are an Atheist
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for once my mom was right, i have no "common sense". damn.
Your IQ Is 95
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How You Are In Love
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i am so obsessed with my unhappiness that i forgot the one truly wonderful thing that has happened to me in the last week.

On thursday night i had a message on my cell phone that was so cute.
"um Jennifer? i dont know if you remember me or not, i think you do, this is greg...hulet..."
i was so excited, and freaked out because i had just said, about ( Read more... )

maybe it is just me.
everything is most likely my fault.
and by that i mean everything in the world...

especially aids.

"you know you love someone when you go to bed thinking about them and wake up thinking about that same person..." -february 2003 ( Read more... )

somethings are so beautiful. i wish there were more of them in my life. i wish things were more clear.

something good happened.. but i couldnt even enjoy it completely, which is very depressing ( Read more... )

hmmm that fake conversation in my last entry was pretty dumb.
geeze.
just another reason to hate myself.

ps. i love u and miss u too..i mean i love chinese buffets,not u necessarily.