i did the right thing.

i never seem to.

i am confused and anxious and excited and regretful and happy and depressed and longing and hurt.

i think i am going crazy.

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow And each road leads you where YOU want to go And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose I hope you choose the one that means the most to you And if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window If it’s cold outside, show the world the ( Read more... )

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she is making me feel guilty about the fact that i am excited for the next step in my life. for being 18. for going to college ( Read more... )

I AM SO TIRED. I COULD SLEEP FOR DAYS AND STILL BE TIRED. I AM MOST DEFINETLY EXHAUSTED ( Read more... )

1. Something random about me ( Read more... )

sooo it's almost here. in 11 days (on a FRIDAY) i will finally be 18!!! and i really wanna do something to celebrate, so i am in need of some ideas.

who wants to throw me a party (haha oh yeah) or at least gimme some ideas on what i can do to CeLeBraTE??

HHEELLPPP or i will be stuck with my family the WHOLE weekend.

<3 have a happy night/day <3 ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure i fucked everything up last night, even though it wasnt my fault.

and

i'm pretty sure i'm about to fuck up one of the most important things in my life

well

we'll have to wait and see

to be continued.........................................

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my mom found out i smoke, she made me smoke with her... that was weird. i ran out today but i am afraid to ask her to buy me some. that would be even more awkward ( Read more... )