heck yes. or no. either way.

skipped school today AGAIN. but this time it was OSU ( Read more... )

things have been fucking crazy in my life

what the fuck is going on?!

BBLLLAAAAHHHH!!!!!!

today i did these prescreening survey things for my psych class @ osu. i put i was more introverted than extroverted. i have never said that about myself before, but lately it is true. i just sit around waiting for other people to say/do something, and no one ( Read more... )

she says she is moving out....... she read my memoir and she knows the truth. she wont listen to me. of course she is taking EVERYTHING the wrong way and changing the meaning of my words. if she leaves it might be for the better, but i dont want her to be gone forever. maybe just the weekend. sort things out. because her packing all her stuff and ( Read more... )

ATTRACTIVE TODAY
i am wrecked, I am overblown I'm also fed up with the common cold But I just hate to say goodbye To all the metaphors and lies That have taken me years to come up with Say it's true, say you like me (I like you) Just for the night, for me it's been eternity And as I gently sip this drink I think about my lack of futureAnd all the ( Read more... )

last night we all ended up getting drunk, which sounds bad like celebrating but i think it was to relax. it really helped grandpa's son john. he needed something. i have had saves the day stuck in my head. this was the most quickly put together funeral ever. we only had one showing time so it was packed. but he wanted something simple and quick, so ( Read more... )

my grandma's husband... so my step grandfather, who no one ever liked anyways just died. i dont know what happened yet, they just found him out on his farm. i dont know how to feel. i am sad, it makes me want to cry but i dunno. i just feel weird ( Read more... )

this has no meaning it is just my favorite ( Read more... )

so i really miss ryan. this is CRAZY! we have been apart before, its not like this is a first. i dunno why i am going crazy, but i am. i feel lonely, even though i have been busy. i realize that love is one of the most important things in life. ryan and i have had a lot of problems this last year and our 3 year anniversary is on next wed. i want ( Read more... )

yeah, so ryan left on saturday to go to louisianna. we hung out all friday night until 2:30 am, he had to leave at 5:30. i was sad. i miss him so much right now. i went shopping for him with brian from work. i got his xmas gift and anniversary gift. hmm saturday night i had 2 parties i could be at and drink at. one was with adults from the ( Read more... )