today sucked. i feel like crap and i slept in my car again. i had my final today, no more OSU. i have had a migraine all day. ryan leaves for louisiana on saturday and i am sad. i started my essay for an OSU scholarship (which i need to turn in tomorrow) even though i havent even written my essays for my actual OSU application. my first play ( Read more... )

OMG!!!!!!!! i wish my dad hadnt told me what she said last night ( Read more... )

i feel most alone when i am with people that i should feel most comfortable with.

no one understands...... well maybe one person. but that doesnt help because you are not here, you are there.

Jan. 2nd 2006 4:30 PM will be the biggest game. screw all the hype about those other bitches. Fiesta Bowl, Arizona. Buckeyes Vs. Notre Dame.

never started any of my essays. didnt study at all. i am a failure.

i need a cigarette.

i have done nothing today ( Read more... )

i think i am going to make a doctors appointment. i hate our doctor, he is an ass, but i gotta ( Read more... )

i finished my memoir. i will probably go back and redo some parts after i get my first grade. i am excited ( Read more... )

wow. i miss having such a loyal, compassionate, deep and caring person in my life. i have people who may or may not posess some of those qualities but no one is all of them... but then again i dont know if i ever had someone really like that... and when i did i was too young to care about some of those characteristics. i will deeply miss being ( Read more... )

i am effing crazy... but anyways we all know that!

greg will be here in the morning and i am excited and anxious, it has been so long but i feel like we havent even been a part... we have been talking a lot and i am just really excited to see one of my ALL TIME best friends :)

so i am working on my "identity art" which is kind of weird for me to do art that has a meaning, not just paint some pretty flower i see or something... but it is coming a long pretty well, at least much better than expected from a NON-artist ( Read more... )