It gets worse every single day. I sleep away as much of the daylight as I possibly can, maybe one of these days I'll wake up and it will all be over.

( the night i found the will to fight. )

being cool is a waste of time.
shehaschangedmylife.
i can't wait to see everything else this year will bring.

we'll hang out again before i leave.

pinky promise.

who's gonna sing to me when i get my heart broken? good luck out there in the great big world. you'll always be my allstar.

so many people have changed in so many ways.
i wish i could still view everyone in the untainted way that i first did.

i've been trying to think of some poetic way to say how amazing my life is right now, but it's just that simple.
im so ready for junior year to be over.

Lets get PREGNANT!..::LOVE::..1.Sexual Orientation?:straight except when it comes to really badass girls that can kill you through their aviators 2.Has your heart been broken?:not like it will be eventually but yes 3.Whats the fartest you've gone?:farthest? um all the way into vangina land? 4.Do you have a crush right now?:i have a boyfirend guy 5. ( Read more... )

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somebody hit me seriously. i am a terrible person i really am.

ok so yesterday i found out some information by way of shamelessly snooping. Strike 1. it freaked the hell out of me and i want to curl up in a little ball and cry(or throw up...which ever came first) so i did what i always do and called ashlee...

i wanted to talk to her so bad all ( Read more... )

So yesterday was ungodly hot. i was sweating like a pig on the bus which was probably WONDERFUL for the poor guy sitting 6 inches away from me.

bozz was supposed to pick me up around 5 and once 6 rolled around i called ray's cell and heard ashlee and bozz arguing in the background. i still don't know who's fault it was that they made a wrong turn ( Read more... )

i have been sleeping a lot again. *when i sleep i dream and it gets me by...*

ashlee's having a really hard time right now and i just want her to know that i love her so so so so much...no matter what.

i got real sick at school on wednesday, came home and wallowed in self-pity! i've talked to bozz everyday this week, he's not a downer, we don't ( Read more... )