That relentless company bitch. I cannot believe she caught on. We were so careful! We kept her entirely out of the loop. That pudgy exterior belies a very cold, calculating, reptilian brain. And she got me, like a smart snake always does. I’ve got to get this down so I can look it all over, and try to figure a way out of this mess I’ve made.

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Time just keeps moving along, no matter how much I wish it would stop. Something terrible could happen tomorrow, or the next day, or the next day, and my finite existence would be cut short. I’ve just now come to the realization that life on a spaceship is a very, very dangerous thing.

It’s not something that I’ve ever considered, the danger, I ( Read more... )

Well, all clear on the training front. I did my best to condense the material, but I’m still not entirely convinced it will be of any use. These are not men and women ready for war, they are near-adults, duty-bound into this mission. I expect no less than a 50% rate of casualty. I find this entire business distasteful, especially with each coming ( Read more... )

I’m not blind, nor am I a complete fool. Something is definitely going on ( Read more... )

I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t tell the Captain. I couldn’t tell Commander Renault, or Commander Sawyer. I just don’t have the evidence to explain what I saw, and more importantly, how I saw it.

It was a busy day, too. Between the training session and the Captain’s meeting, I’ve barely had any time to myself today.

Since I learned my lesson about ( Read more... )

Fucking regular logs.

All right, Fido's logs aren't that bad. Actually, the little bastard writes a pretty decent opinion. His last entry had to do with how he didn't know how to feel about the Source. He pointed out it was technically like his mum. He doesn't love it, though.

Went to the seminar tonight. Fucking Sourcies ate it right up. They're ( Read more... )

Last night Lt. Clagget asked if I was having any trouble with the on-board log terminals. I said that other than having to report to certain locations to enter these logs, I wasn't having any problems at all. I know the Officers can input them from their personal terminals, but the only places I can do this is from either Lt. Clagget's office, or ( Read more... )

She's a saucy minx, that Claire Green. Very twisted woman, into a lot of power games, being tied down and teased. It makes keeping her occupied rather easy ( Read more... )

One of the downsides on missions with skeleton crews is that, if you're a Captain, there's not much to do. You're not supposed to do work. Well, you do work, but it's not like involved work, or anything. Reports. You check and make sure people are doing their logs. Walk the Ship once in a while, but that's about it. What I'm trying to say is; I'm ( Read more... )

Maddie was in low spirits today. She seemed tired, and occupied, and maybe even a little jumpy. I assume she was likely depressed about our assault on the pirate vessel. I wanted to ask her about it, but I figured I had no right to pry into her life. You must be able to see it their way. We are asking them to risk their lives - some of them after ( Read more... )