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6 more weeks
not enough time to do anything...
two more shows, then some breathing time...
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interview today.
i need this job like you can't imagine... -
2008
2008 revisited ( Read more... ) -
a trip to the beach... for a gut check
lots of changes in my life... most of them bad ( Read more... ) -
survey cause im bored
ANGER ( Read more... ) -
changes
things are changing. Change is good right ( Read more... ) -
wtf
lots of stuff going through my head, yet in my life there is a bit of stagnation....
too much alcohol
not enough friends
trying to put the show together
not being motivated for certain things or people
being over motivated for other things
am I bi-polar? wtf? -
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now i get it
I totally know why people do drugs and drink excessively and everything ( Read more... ) -
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
im frustrated, sad, lonely, feeling pathetic and ridiculous
the people that should care dont seem to...
the other people are in NY
and the other people think I am "just SO negative" all the time...
its hard to be yourself when people dont like the "real" you...
and everyone wonders why I just smile and say, "oh yeah im fine