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i feel very lost... disconnected, yet my connections are superficial, unreal. I am just floating now.

im so tired of crying. im so tired of feeling pathetic, alone, worthless ( Read more... )

my head is going to explode. I wish my body would regulate itself already!

almost unpacked and normal... well i dont think i will ever be normal

what happened to my company? where are all my passionate and dedicated dancers.... i miss it.

i can honestly say that paying people to move my stuff was the best money I have ever spent.

Now if my cats could just get along, that would be even better.

Im sick of unpacking stuff...

moving this week. craziness.

i hate moving. I hate packing. My house is a mess.

I am about to move into a house with Kirwin. It brings up many things. It is exciting cause I never see him, so it will be good to actually live with him so we can see each other more. It also brings up... hmm... last time I lived with someone it wasn't so good. So hopefully this time things will be different ( Read more... )

ive been bad about the lj thing lately, and although no one reads it, I do. I go back and see how much I have done and what I have changed ( Read more... )

im so over the stupid swine flu media frenzy bullshit

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