well lets see where do i start b/c a lot has happened since my last entry ( Read more... )

well ben and mom left today to go back to florida (no longer known as the sunshine state, they are now the plywood state). i miss him already. i'm ready to hurry up and get this case over and done with so i can get to the doctor and then be able to take care of ben again. its driving me crazy. and i'm tired of not having a job, i need money and i'm ( Read more... )

well ben is in town and of coarse he went to bed at like 2:30am and decided to get up at 6:30am. mom and i both are so tired we can barely keep our eyes open. she's feeding him breakfast at the moment so maybe he'll be ready for a morning nap soon... very soon ( Read more... )