it's DOWNPOURING.. at least it was. at the moment since i have music on, am inside with the windows shut and shades down, (im hiding obviously) i can neither hear nor see if it still is. my cat thinks its my fault that its thundering i think because she keeps giving me dirty looks and bit me when i tried to pick her up. ah well.. the wonders of ( Read more... )

i just got off the phone with liz and we had the longest phone call we've ever had. i miss her but bri and i will be making a road trip soooon.. as soon as we possibly can ( Read more... )

i leave for maine friday then off to star on sat. morning. i can't freaking wait ( Read more... )

oh jesus

i love going to see liz. i always have much more fun than if i were to stay where ever i currently am. i'll be going back soon, don't you worry ( Read more... )

it always seems to be the same thing...
im never-

pretty enough
smart enough
tough enough
sane enough
competitive enough
clever enough
observant enough

the list goes on and on

there is a really good chance that i'm going to mess something up that could potentially be a very good thing. it could actually be a wonderful thing ( Read more... )

summer has always been the same people in the same place doing basically the same things, change always happening at the same pace as everyone else. now im all "grown up ( Read more... )

if i could just stop thinking about him then everything would be a little bit easier
since i know he never thinks about me

finals are done ( Read more... )