It's been like a million months since I actually wrote in this thing, and Jess is prolly the only one that will read it so Hi JESS!!!!

Is it sad to love someone who you know will never love you back? Because I know he loves someone else and ALWAYS will. I guess there could be a chance if I actually told him, but his mind is not in the right place at the right time, ever...

From my long lost Grandfather ( Read more... )

I am offically a senior. CLASS OF 2006 BABY ( Read more... )

I am oficially starting a countdown...
4 days until Dominick goes home.
I've have never encountered an asshole as big as him.
How dare you snap at me in my own home. Who do you think you are?
Anyone brave enough to kick his ass? If you are you just might have to kill him.
Take a breather it's only 4 more days.

The walls in my room are slowly falling down.
Bare.
Lonely.
I thought I had more friends than I actually do.
Loner.
Bare skin.
Starting over isn't ever easy.
The sad thing is I am so weak when it comes to change.

I still love you.

I just want a kiss.

"Is there is no more trying to make this so right?
There is no more trying.
And you know its not so easy ( Read more... )

It's slowly starting to make sense. All I feel is an empty stomach.

A bottomless pit that will never be fullfilled .

I think I have actually felt love this time, and he throws it away like nothing. This morning is the only morning he didn't kiss me before he left. When I said something he didn't care. He walked away. I don't exsist. All the good ( Read more... )

He's a hypocrite.

A note to you ( Read more... )

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