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I had an argument with my parents last Saturday and went to stay over at The Boyfriend's place for 5 days. I came back home on Thursday. It was really nice, to be able to spend time with him like that. To be able to watch a movie together every night before going to sleep, to have intimate conversations, to shower together (washing eachother's ( Read more... ) -
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It's Friday, and I have absolutely nothing to do. I could call The Boyfriend, but he's (theoretically) studying for some approaching exam. Of course, he'll probably go out with friends in the evening, because he believes in going out on Friday nights even when he should be studying. Friday nights are sacred, apparently. But, for some reason, if I ( Read more... ) -
I know that this isn't original, but..
I wish so badly that I could move people with my writing. Even if it's just my livejournal, I wish that I could write in such a way that people would love reading it and look forward to reading the things that I write. I know that my journal is hopelessly mundane. No doubt a good writer would be able to write about my life in an engaging fashion, ( Read more... ) -
So I had my high school graduation party yesterday.
The actual show/ceremony was so-so, but I did feel a bit sad during it. It's not like I particularly enjoyed being in high school. Most of the subjects I learned didn't interest me and I didn't really have any true friendships. I'm glad that I'm done with the whole 12 years of school thing. You know, until university, anyway. This takes me one step ( Read more... ) -
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I've abandoned this for a long time, but I think I'd like to come back to it. It's a problem with something like this, that is anonymous and yet so public. On one hand I want to pour out my soul here and write about the things that I can't discuss with anyone; on the other, I'm always having to censor myself, write people's names in codes and ( ( Read more... ) -
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You want to see me suffering for you? Here. Are you happy now? Do you feel better ( Read more... ) -
I haven't updated in a while.
I'm in love. Every feeling is more intense - when I'm happy I'm really happy, when I'm sad I'm really sad. I never knew that anything could feel like this. Corny, isn't it ( Read more... ) -
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I'm in a new relationship. I don't really have a lot to say about it at this point. But I'm happy, more or less. -
Blerg. Ick.
I've been both quite sick and very busy for a long time. Something like three weeks, approaching a month. In terms of being sick, I don't feel like I'm getting better- it's actually gotten worse. I know that I should probably see a doctor, but I'm a bit afraid of doctors in general. Stupid, I know, but I can't help it ( Read more... ) -
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Tomorrow morning, I'm driving off to go do two days of testing for a very elite army unit. This is the second stage; it would seem that somehow I managed to pass the first. I have no idea how, I probably got lucky. Or something is wrong with whatever machine they use to check the first stage tests. Or they got confused between the top ten percent ( Read more... )