Sending postcards from a plane crash...

[ugly_perfection]

My thoughts -
Maybe it really is all in my head.
That's what's been killing me all along.
This belief that everyone is out to get me -
And no matter what I'm alone in the world.
It certainly is a lonely place to be.
I have no faith, and nothing to have faith in.
Last time someone rubbed my back and told me to have faith,
It ended in ruins.
Just another

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[vandalized_soul]

You're not drier fluff to me..

You're more like those drier sheets that you put in to make all your clothes smell really pretty.

And please don't base everything on one thing.. that makes life so very hard.

[ugly_perfection]

Life is one thing though. I think that's why we're all so dissapointed with it all the time. We all expect it to be something so much...bigger. But it's not, it's just one thing. And everything that happens in it is just one thing. One big "happening" and every little incidient is just a part of that one thing. Living, it's all a part of living. It's never really different. Always the same. Always. Like a fish in a bowl. It keeps on swimming but it's not going to get anywhere.

Maybe that's just what I need - to get out of the fishbowl.

I don't know. I'm so lost right now.

[vandalized_soul]

And a titch too pessimistic..