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So much for triumphant returns odds are noone will read this shit but whatever venting could be nice my life is hectic i stay drunk to kill the thoughts it's not working so well anymore i just get worse and worse but play it off like i'm happy i can't fake it anymore i'm miserable i miss HER but what the fuck can i do i know she is better off i ( Read more... )

Well kids it's been a damn good run but the time has come to kill off "ugly and emo" i mean this online persona has meant alot to me over the past 4 years but i figure it's time to retire perhaps sometime i will go through and create a new one until then it's over <3333holt

i'll murder it....fuckface

hmm what to say first entry of the new year i'm not one for resolutions but i suppose if i were to make one it would to quit being so angry all the fucking time but i don't see that happening peace

i am home bitches...flint

i suppose the future of my residency is so up in the air at the moment it's not as if it matters where i will be the only thing i care about is sara possibly because i feel aside from her and terry noone gives a fuck where i am it's not like anyone else tries to keep in touch but oh well fuck it i don't care either and don't take this as me whining ( Read more... )

new ink yet again this week it's sweet i will post pics soon

horrid life horrid job horrid paycheck....i suppose i am content i have never been one to miss something so much why won't these feelings fade?

confused as of late not to sure what's going on anymore blah i think i want to start an experience website for modified people who constantly have run ins with law enforcements just to fucking show people this happens because noone seems to believe me although i have been stopped 8 times walking home from work in october same cops every time and ( Read more... )