ok one krysten i never siad i was gothic so it whould be kind hard for me to be gothic if i dotn say i am... sorry that you cant catorgize me i bet your so upset about that one (j/k take a chill pill people) btw this is me typing not tiff cause i can get on the comp. also krysten you need to stop saying those things about me yes it is your opinion ( Read more... )

nothing to write about. everything to feel for. and plenty to die from.
i just made it up and i dunno why i wrote it but no one cares (besides tiffany and whitney) so yeah whatever enough time to waste on reading on my "crazy, insane" and pathetic life. least so i hear.

like the evanescence song tourniquet says "I WANT TO DIE" and i'd have. i feel betrayed caus ei know for a fact patrick and krysten are going to go out (even though to my knowledge she is dating zack)and so therefore by patrick not telling me he likes her he is lying to me. i do love him but when i told him yesterday he didnt say it back. so clue # ( Read more... )

well i must be doing ok considering the only time i cried was when i looked my mom in the eyes right after the event. wow of course right when i say that i start crying. well this is being typed by my friend tiffany. you know its times like these that test friendships, family ties, and someone's will to live. i got off the phone with whitney and i ( Read more... )

tiffany is going to type what i wrote in a journal but i am going to put entries in here that way and i just (took quickly) teh power cord for my comp so i could get all the websites i needed for later this week when i have living room comp privaleges which is why people are getting my email in the next email so yeah...... i htought i was isolated ( Read more... )

for all of natalie's friends who read this, let it be known that natalie will be unable to get online for an indefinite period of time. for details send an AIM instant message to TrinityMCP1337 or a yahoo instant message to sevennationsfan13. if you require an msn screenname to contact for details, leave a comment saying so.

dude thats awesome im going to have tuse that more (the subject) go me bute ok the reason im typing is to state that talking through internet is a crappy way to have a realationship. i mean think about it......... one of you sits there day after day waiting for the other to just sign in and then you wonder if they'll even talk to you or even be "in ( Read more... )

"depression has shown it's ugly face again. but not to me. someone else. someone that i worry about more than myself. someone i worry about more than most. and i hate this. i hate that people are allowed to feel bad. and i hate sometimes that people are allowed to feel at all. and it's because of love. of course it is. it's a very fickle thing, ( Read more... )

(recap) you black out holding Casey in your arms and the last image you see is your house (story) You wake up in your bed and the blindes seemed to be closed but you can see light peeking through them. ~was that a dream?~ you cant help but question last nights events. You get out of bed and you are in your undergarments. You go over to to see your ( Read more... )

me says:
i dont think i can trust or even be firends with someone who thinks im crazy
(same person):
think?
(same person):
you are crazy ur fuckin insane
me says:
seems that we agree on somethign then cause thats the reall me yep your figured me out im fuckin crazy thats whats hidden inside me
me says:
tell him what he gets bob