Boyfriend took away my scale

[uglyfatty1]

ughh... ok so if you read yesterdays entry this is the follow up. Ok so after that horrible horrible b/p session I was feeling horrible all day headache eye pain, trembling dizziness the whole nine yeards for the rest of the day. anyway it made me not hungry for the rest of the night because I felt so sick. But then at like 1130 I was just

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[use_less_]

i can understand that... when i was dating my ex in the summer, i broke down into tears and wanted to tell him about this and me but instead i related it to a friend of mine who i know is going through the same thing but ashamed to admit it... i felt horrible and even more guilty for not telling him the truth but then again when i finally did it was when he was breaking up with me which didn't help things at all... made them worse infact.. but ignore that...
*hugs* x10000000

[wannabe_her]

Hi
I am just commenting on some journals from communities I'm in, hope you don't mind. I just wanted to say that I got rid of my scale and it makes my life a hellofalot easier. I still worry about it, but the lack of numbers makes it alot easier for me
Maria

[uglyfatty1]

It probably would, but I noticed that when I don't have a scale, I tend to obsess more, (like when I've gone on vacation) I think the absolute worst (ie I've gained 10 pounds). actually I tend to lose weight during these times, but def at a very high personal cost to my sanity that I don't think I could really take for any extended time.... I don't know if that makes sense.

[wannabe_her]

Makes complete sense, everyone is different :)

[uglyfatty1]

thanks! sorry for the delayed response, I was away this weekend.