Where is the hope for mental illness?

[uglyfatty1]

Hey guys I'm so sorry I've once again been away for a while. I'm turning out to be a bad lj friend. I just got really depressed AGAIN back down into the pit. Having trouble getting out. Freaked out in therapy today having a full out panic/ cry fest picking the shit out of myself the last 3 days. My therapist is trying the EMDR therapy with me to

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[uglyfatty1]

I have no clue what I AM. All I know in that something is friggin wrong, ya know. its so frustrating. Also there are different types of mania. you sound like the euphoric type. If I was bipolar I would be like my dad. the irritable type.... not very fun either way.
thanks for your reply! But truly I have no opinion on my erratic mental state. Just that it sucks.
-Me

[my_true_shadow]

Hi :) *is shy even online*

I stubbled onto your lj through a community, I think, and I can really relate to what you say. Is it ok if I add you as a buddy? (I'm being treated for BPD at the moment and it really sucks!)

[uglyfatty1]

sure thing