“There Comes A Time When One Must Take A Position That Is Neither Safe, Nor Politic, Nor Popular But He Must Take It Because Conscience Tells Him It’s Right”.

in any awkward situation i find myself in, i tend to ask myself, "what would arthur do?"

arthur is my 23 year old brother with a suspected undiagnosed case of aspergers. he looks perpetually 15, a blessing for him really. i think his secret is never going outside during the day and keeping his hands well lubricated from constant online computer ( Read more... )

so i upped my meds without my doctor's consent.

in all honesty, things are clearer. if a little helps, doubling it would make it at least doubly better. she told me that i should try therapy. fuck therapy. i know what i need to do to get out of my mess. i need to stop fucking around and get a new life. it's so easy. it's so easy. all i have to do is ( Read more... )

i'm having a hard time starting to write. i guess i find it difficult because of the pressures of possibly being published (in couple of asian american print publications) and actually having to impress a few folks versus just privately blogging to myself and handful of lj users that may or may not read anything anyway. maybe it's easier if i just ( Read more... )

broken teeth

I just wanted to share this really wonderful and beautiful quote by the late Mildred Loving in 2007, of Loving v. Virginia - the landmark civil rights case that overturned US anti-miscegenation laws in 1967. SO GOOD! I CRIED!

My generation was bitterly divided over something that should have been so clear and right. The majority believed that what ( Read more... )

this makes me real sad :(


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well this is pretty much friends only.

imagine you're flaked out on the couch watching tv. you're very relaxed, the way a hypnotized patient is relaxed. gradually, you feel your energy, or at least your desire to do anything but continue to watch, draining away. you are warm and insensate. but as drug experiences go, this is less than blissful. after a few hours you know something ( Read more... )

it is 5:42 am! i am crazy. this week is crazy. crazy crazy crazy.