Silly boys do stupid things ( Read more... )

Yeah..so i'm hanging out over at katies, after work, waiting for brit to call so we can go out or something. Wait and wait and wait...fast forward to one in the morning, and still no answer..katie is looking like sleep will overtake her soon and is pushing me out the door. So, i, not wanting to go home, go up to buzzard beach(a bar), in hopes that ( Read more... )

I'm such a hypocrite..i say one thing and then react like a fool when my own predictions come true...roller coaster taking me up and down this inner struggle...fucking emotions..fucking empathy...open to be hurt...have to be colder? analyze shite..fix nothing..fall back into my world...fall back into my dreams...images don't strike back..fuck this ( Read more... )

I hate sleeping in sometimes..i was supposed or planning or some sort of something this morning and nothing really got done..but i had like three dreams in a row..i kept waking up and every time i went back to sleep i'd have another vivid dream..i remember in one i could knock over tree's with my mind or something..and i was trying to hone that to ( Read more... )

Katey and i drove around and listened to some music tonight..i could think of no better way to top off a way of hanging out..not many people like to just drive around and blab about shite listening to music...she even told me to drive, which i thought was really fucking weird. I think tonight has been one of the more fun nights in a long time.. ( Read more... )

I took way way too much cold medicine at work today..i started feeling weird..so when i got home from work i started drinking some of the kaluha i had left over from the other night...lately me and katey (girl in deli at my work) have been hanging out. Friday night we both drank a whiole bottle of rum. It was fucking crazy...we watched movies with ( Read more... )

Sometimes i wonder why we don't build massive monument/pyramid things. I mean, we have the technology to do so, and all we do is wonder at the ones that we do have. Yeah, they are pretty interesting in the sense of they're beauty and the fact that they were built so long ago when technology was lower. But what keeps us from building our own? Why do ( Read more... )

Today at work, i kind of met traci morgan (saturday night live)..well, i actually didn't meet him because i wasn't totally sure it was him until the last minute and i didn't remember his name until like twenty minutes after he left. So i wasn't about to make an idiot out of myself and proclaim "oh hey! your that guy from saturday night live!". ( Read more... )

Disorder ( Read more... )

I went to Monday night kumite. It went pretty well i thought. I went to two classes in a row. The first one was pretty easy, kind of a warm up class..but then when the second class started, the kumite class..that's when my hell began..so when the teacher said for the class to line up, i looked at the other people in the room and realized i was the ( Read more... )