Today i spent most of the day with tim my manager fishing in the middle of nowhere.i'm now currently getting ready to go to a show in lawrence..surprisingly its Selby Tigers with a bunch of other bands for some sort of "plea for peace" concert..i'm really too tired to go..but i'm being forced anyway..i recieved an extremely depressing and yet great ( Read more... )

It seems like no matter what kind of stress or problems arise in my day i always cancel them out with the thought that i should be more respectful to the people who died recently. Granted..its usually how i handle my stress anyway..by always putting myself in the frame of mind that there are so many people that have it unbearably bad..and that some ( Read more... )

I went and saw "ghost world"..very good movie..lived up to my expectations. Which is really cool because most movies don't live up to their hype..well i guess in this movies case..its lack there of. I think my wrist is well enough to get it hurt again in martial arts class. This should be funny. I wish i had i digital camera recording the class so ( Read more... )

I talked to kate yesterday...some stuff about me not moving back down for a while..she was really pissed..i expected her to be..i wanted to talk to her about katie and i here kind of seeing one another but she was too pissed and would have probably hung up on me. So i did the coward thing and wrote it in an email. I feel so fucking torn..like a ( Read more... )

Well i've missed karate class like three days in a row now..arrrrg..i'm annoyed at myself for not being more consistant with it lately. I've been having too many discussions on what to do about my lack of schooling lately. I'm starting to get a better idea of what i want to do though. I'm pretty much drawing a blank of what to write here now though ( Read more... )

Of the dumb look on your face when you do something really stupid...last night louis, nathan and i stayed at maddy's(i'm apartment sitting). We rented a game and a movie..neither of which really got watched or played. We drank and had a really good time laughing and the such. Louis had to be at work at like seven at the art institute and we were ( Read more... )

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I think confusion is the most felt state for me lately..i think i question myself and everyone around me constantly about what i'm going to do with my life. Its like i look into everyone elses eyes for my answers..or at least their own experiences..something for me to go on..something to grasp in my fingers...instead of these sand like thoughts. ( Read more... )

Ah beautiful time to fucking vent..fuck Barry not paying his fucking rent...fuck my financial situation..Nathan finally got a job..one day he stays, one day he leaves...fucking confusion..what am i going to do in Florida..do i even fucking go there...fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck...i'm going to mess up..i'm messing up here...drinking probably too much(not ( Read more... )

I spent all day yesterday hanging out with katie from work. We went to denny's for breakfast first of all...the breakfast was pretty bad..i didn't even finish mine..it was just like something to fill your stomach with, not in the really good way though. So then we had to wait for her parents to come over and do something before we went to the flea ( Read more... )