pics from the other night [or at least the ones that turned out semi-decent] haha.
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Been a while...Julie posted an update, so will I ( Read more... )

:)

so last night i had a dream about being tired.
like i couldn't do ANYTHING in my dream because i was so tired.
haha. is that bad?
maybe i need to catch up on my sleep...

So it's over 
officially
probably the longest break up of my life.
we're on completely different pages of the same book.
i knew it couldn't last forever,
but shit
this hurts.

"Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start"
-Coldplay

"I feel like, I would like to be somewhere else doing something that matters.
And I'll admit here, while I sit here my mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather.

What's the purpose? It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value.
I can't find it, not in the least bit.
& I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you.

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Just thought I'd take a minute & say:

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS

seriously, you guys are amazing. Thank you for being a part of my life & being there when I need you:)

aleyda needs a hug....& chocolate. <3

He's amazing.

"Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud"

I'm

F

A

L

L

I

N

G

!

ahhh!
<3