okay fine whatever, things worked out.
i'm a little stupid idiot.

things usually work out.
they worked out and are looking good.

i still can't believe I got into U. Rochester. The more I read about it, the more i'm baffled as to why they accepted me. it's a pretty darn good school. i lucked out.

i'm happy.

UGH UGH UGH.

i've never been one of those girls where stuff like this goes smoothly.
i thought for once maybe it would go my way.

UGH.

i'm giving up.

The partying and mingling happened on Thursday, hardcore.

I'm excited. He's different. Let's see how it goes.
I already feel myself getting ahead of...myself.
I hate acting like a girl. fuck.

p.s. i love kissing.

bye.

Nothing that ever happens to me...or anything I ever feel can be put into words that justify it.
Too bad for you.

I need some parties..fun shit like that.
I'm ready to mingle!

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Life is so good right now.

I'm in.
It feels amazing. A little scary..like reality is kicking in. But cool.
That whole senioritis thing I was talking about before? Amped to the max.
Uh Oh.

University of Rochester Class of 2011. bitches.

Not to mention a fantastic weekend. Things are looking good.