i will not be writing in this livejournal again.
bye bye

why the fuck does he do this to me... v

blah..i want to call him but can't. and i can't talk to him cause he's happy. i want to call him so bad. just one ring. just so he's knows i'm here waiting for him whenever he needs me. that's one thing i'm good for. waiting around for people who don't want me. he'll want me eventually. at one point his friends won't be able to be there and he'll ( Read more... )

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Am bored, saw this, yay ( Read more... )

oh god..i'm a complete fucking mess. me and sean..i don't know..it's like..he doesn't want to do anything about us anymore. i guess it's about time i deal with it. i've started seeing things a lot more, and so i've been really scared to be alone lately, mostly because sometimes they're really disturbing. i haven't talked to anyone about it really ( Read more... )

oh god..oh god. oh god. this is exactly exactly exactly like the night..before..nevermind. oh god. i'm going to do it this time i can feel it. it's already over. he's so happy. i wish i didn't have to compromise that. probably won't. who gives a fuck. goodbye.

ok..no..bad jayne. i just read an e mail from sean and now i'm freaking out at school? ok ( Read more... )