what the fuck is up with friends?

They dont even act like they're friends anymore.
Im tired of friends being shitty.

I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of being treated like shit.

I'm tired of not having a fricken best friend.
Or at least one close friend that I can go to for anything.

what the fuck.

who am i trying to kid.

im fucking jealous

yeah i guess im gonna start back up and use this thing again ( Read more... )

Radiation continues to go well... No hair falling out yet, but they say that'll start towards the end and we're nearing the end. Well sort of - we're a little over half way through. He's got tomorrow through Friday (wed-fri) and then Monday. He'll get an MRI to see how much the radiation worked ( Read more... )

Radiation is going pretty good. They say they've hit the biggest bit of cancerous tissue in his brain & hopefully when the radiation is all done the newest MRI will show that some of them are completely gone ( Read more... )

First day of radiation went pretty well... He's got 9 more to go to ( Read more... )

Stage 1 being the best Stage 4 being the worst ( Read more... )

So today Im obsessed with this thing ( Read more... )

Daddy,

I just realized something.
It's not just YOUR cancer.
It's Moms, Lynns, Anns, Janes,
Vivians, Mine, And Marys.

Because it's killing us too.

I love you.

Ok so I guess I didnt really update this new journal with a very good first entry ( Read more... )