ugh. so you know how bad things happen, right? and then after a bad thing happens a hundred more bad things happen to follow it up ( Read more... )

i'm not sure why i'm all anti-update. i don't mean to be. i just don't think about it much. i wish i would, but what are you going to do ( Read more... )

( boys! )

( girls! )

( nine reasons to go AWWWWWWWWWW )

today was excellent. we went to king's island and vince got to ride his first ever roller coaster and joey rode the vortex with me which is my favoritefavorite roller coaster ever. i am all about roller coasters. they sort of make me wanna bone. i do not know why ( Read more... )

new ferret today. more on that later. he is currently licking my feet and looks like a badger.

things are getting back to normal. there are still moments when the hurt kind of pushes its way to the surface, but i think that will ease up soon. i definitely think there is an understanding on both of our parts that wasn't there before. i still don't feel like writing about it in great detail. it sort of brings it all back and soon i can write ( Read more... )

here's what's funny:

after the all the times i've screwed up because i didn't trust my instinct, in the immortal words of britney spears, "oops. i did it again."

i guess i can finally rest assured that my instinct is much stronger than somebody's lies that i just want to believe.

i won't be doing that again.

i got turned down for a car loan today. that car was supersexy. but duh, really. i mean, they'll give me a house but not that.

obviously.