so what has become of me in the past few months? a total 360. my priorities have shifted. different sides of my personality have been realized by me and apparently others. i am now actually putting myself first and doing all the crazy, stupid, irresponsible things an almost 21-year-old is supposed to do. the things i can look back on and laugh at ( Read more... )

Stuck in a rut again. Some friends aren't friends at all, are they?

boys who have "boys" are boys.

what a seriously fucking depressing night.

wow i am really starting to hate school and everything

so i've just been living life lately and someone reminded me that my life is fairly new now and nothing like it was before. unfortunately, the drama never ends. i very recently had a spit with one of my classmates about how she was acting and how upset it made me and how annoyed i was. one of the guys in our class told her that she acts like a high ( Read more... )

i really want to do good things
i don't know where to start.
well, i've started but i don't know how to continue.

i only seem to post when i want to write letters to myself.
well i won't post my letter to myself but i just wish my head wasn't so hard.
(that's what he said?)

well here i am. just as expected. dear monday, i love you no matter what happens. i love how the excitement of the upcoming weekend doesn't cloud my thoughts because it's just too far away. i love how i think about the last week and reflect. and i love how i let a calendar tell me how to feel ( Read more... )

A few hours early, but hello livejournal friends! and the happiest of happy anniversaries to me and Roald! yaaaaaaaaaaay. Will elaborate at a later date ( Read more... )