and you're still showing up in my dreams... giving me advice, pushing me along, telling me to man up and stop. I'm in my bed, you roll over and hold me. I'm at a restaurant staring at coffee and you slump down next to me. I'm catching a tram in AMS and you're holding the pole looking up at me like "duh... still here..." with that one of a thousand ( Read more... )

so i guess so am I.

So completely... (not literally, trying to break that habit)..... completely.... all I do with my free time.

Not extra-curricular blah blah blah, that's work.
Not gym, that's work
Not Delilah. That... is.... work. <3, but work ( Read more... )

it fuckin is, isn't it.

so u HAVE done things with other boyssss........
not that im mad or anything but i did ask u and u said u thought about it......

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Everthing got quiet suddenly; no dolby ( Read more... )

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this journal will be self destructing in 3

always catching the clock at 11:12

minute too late

too late

one of these days im sure ill rip all of the skin off of my body just to see what its like.