Signing on to my livejournal just now, I had no idea that it has been 35 weeks since I have updated this thing ( Read more... )

UMMMM

Something happened today, 
that hasn't happened to me in a GOOD while.
I was watching a movie, and cried.

I mean, it was a sad movie
but it got me realizing a lot.
I now know why I didn't want a relationship
why I didn't want to put myself out there.

I'm not only scared of being hurt
I'm terrified of doing something wrong
and ending up alone.

I have ( Read more... )

HELLO GORGEOUS.

So let's see
Work, when I DID work, Friday
was soooo busy, long, && kinda stressful
I was constantly on my feet running around.
But oh well, I love my job.

I have to go to the doctor for my back like next week
&& they are giving me a shot by my spine 
so like numb my nerves so I don't feel anything anymore
&& I have to do that like once a ( Read more... )

WOW. It feels like ages. Sooooo let's see. My baby Jeremy [my best guy friend since like 6th grade] is coming here next week.  I'm so excited. I haven't seen him in like..2 years! Miss his silly behind.

Work is going better than ever.  I love working there so much.  I feel like I'm making a HUGE good impression on my managers.  They always call me ( Read more... )

WHY HELLO DARLING! It's been a couple of days, but I still have quite a bit to say i suppose.  Things I just need to get out there && off my chest.

I have realized lately how bad I DO want a relationship with someone I can really trust, someone who can make me laugh, and someone who I can always count on.  I mean, there's people who are interested ( Read more... )

HEYY BABEE. today was a pretty..okay day.  i woke up at 10:30 to get ready for work, just to have them say it wasnt busy and didnt need me to come in. so ashleigh and i went to get lunch, then watch tv like all day. made a special little something :D then went up to the mall to get my schedule.  i go in, planning on being only 5 mins so ash waits ( Read more... )

Tooooday.
Was a nice laid back kinda day.

Got up nice and late.
Went to go tan.
Brought Panera back for Ash&I.
Watched The Hills for like EVER! :]
Did some laundry
Then went to the mall.
Got a discount for Ash at Deliahs.

ALSO
I decided to quit smoking.
I bought my last pack of cigs today.
I'm pretty darn proud of myself.

SO Jules is saying that hes going to ( Read more... )

Its been seriously AGES since I've written in my live journal.
Just have to get everything out, someway somehow.
Some things have changed.
Some have remainded the same.

Lets See

Been through several more relationships
ALL turned out shitty as usual.
Thinking of just staying single for a while; a LOOONG while.
Guys I tend to get involved with now 
Just don't ( Read more... )