college can be a lonely place when you think about it. which is why i try to never think about it.  I am surrounded by 50,000 other people around my age and about a million acquaintences.  But when i think about it, the few people that are really always there for me, the very few, are all elsewhere around the united states.  Granted they are only ( Read more... )

1.19.06-3.26.07
i'll love you always and forever anthony stephan guajardo!


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sooo.. my birthday. i went to sleep past midnight and went to bed really happy with the comments i got wishing me happy birthday [especially one in particular]
the school and work part.. just like any other day, maybe a little better cause i was in a good mood.. but REALLY TIRED!
my birthday dinner FAMAZING! so many times i wanted to just cry of ( Read more... )

and all of your fucking stuff litters my desk.
but all i can think about is how you're with her right now.. and wtf could you be doing?!

and i blame myself.

but i still can't forget the look on his face ( Read more... )

so a lot's been going on lately. the summer was crazy and now it's a little calmer, but i don't know if i would say better =/
i'm definitely ecstatic to be back with the love of my life. he is amazing and i love him and we're in the "renaissance" period. being apart from him the whole summer sucked, but now it's like it never happened.

but then there ( Read more... )

but with a lot on my mind i'd like to tell you..

tonight i cried, but then i smiled knowing that this is the last time i will ever cry over you!

how the hell can this already be the last week of school!?!
it doesn't seem possible!
time goes by really fast! it's unreal!

amazing night:

-sneaking into woodmont
-stripping down and going into the jacuzzi
-anthony shitting in the pool
-stealing sodas and breaking them on the tennis courts
-stealing tennis balls and throwing them at signs
-anthony and jazz's HORRIBLE DRIVING!
-anthony and jazz mooning
-anthony and jazz taking showers in the woman's bathroom
-bonding talks with ( Read more... )

today is one of the days that i wish i had my old life back...