i haven't sketched anything in a long time. i used to draw houses all the time and build my own cities out of graphite and paper. now i barely own a decent pencil and i never have time to dream. it almost feels like a part of me is fading. i never realized that not all of my talents come to me by natural gift, there are some things that i really ( Read more... )

i need an internship!!!!!!!!!!

Every time i think of you ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to the toledo zoo and ohhhhh was it fun. i haven't been to the zoo in years! i went for a research project that i'm doing on the schooling behavior of fish. i observed the lookdown fish. if you remember finding nemo and those school of shiny-silver fish that made cool formations, those are them. i got some pretty cool data and i'm ( Read more... )

today i got to perform an ultra-sound on someone all by myself! and it was only my second time using the machine! my job definitely has its ups. next i'll start learning how to do phono's (phonophoresis)and tapings. yes, all my pre-med friends are jealous of me b/c while they're doing laundry and sitting around staying out of the doctor's way, the ( Read more... )

My mom called me tonight to ask how things were going. Usually, all she wants to know about are my grades, but then she asked me how my friends were doing. and i found it hard to answer her, b/c i really don't know. i haven't really talked with them, like really talked besides chatting between breaks or in club meetings, texting or small talk on ( Read more... )

I really want to write like Sting. he's so smart and clever and his vocabulary is exquisetly poetic. i wanna write like this. to really feel the movement of my words and hear each sounds burst with passion. i wish i wasn't so shy about sharing my talents. there are times when i boast, but most times i shun away. why? i want to sing out loud alllll ( Read more... )

hmmm, this world is trippy man. i don't understand how one smile can melt a heart. i don't understand how one glance can freeze time. for one second, that turns into a moment, that can turn into a lifetime. all i could hear was the pounding of my heart. we're such emotional creatures. creatures with needs, wants. consumers of goods, love and lust ( Read more... )

this morning, i woke up a half hour before my alarm clock, it wasn't great. i had a dream about julia and she had some issues with her family. i don't know how this random dream came about, but it was strange! julia's dad's girlfriend wanted to kick her out of their apartment because she thought julia's room (the entire bottom floor!) was taking up ( Read more... )

I really need to get some poor friends so i can feel like i'm rich ( Read more... )