Yeah... Ok.

Seems my Sasuke has left. I wonder if he'll come back... I doubt it. I just hope he's better off where ever he is. I didn't deserve him anyway.

Orochimaru-Sama... Any of you... Can I please get a mission somewhere? Preferably far.

I'm back. I'm taking a three day break. I wanted to see my Sasuke...

So... Yeah. Everyone else can just leave me alone.

...What?

I had to come back because I fucked my ribs up more, but. Uh. They're ok now. So I'm off training again. Same as before- If you really need me, I'll tell you where I am.

( Private To My Sasuke )

Well...Dropped grocieries off at home, prepared desert, then went to the hospital. Broken my ass. I bet those two ribs are just fractured. Who needs to breath deep anyway? And so what if I coughed up a little blood? I'll live. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? Good ( Read more... )

So there was this party last night, and I blacked out... And then suddenly my Sasuke was mad at me... And then I don't remember anything after passing out in the corner till I woke up with a hangover this morning.

What the hell? Maybe all that drinking is catching up to me... I think I might go see a doctor later. Maybe. I don't know.

....You know. It's funny how everyone says that because of the other night, they're going to stop drinking.

And it made me want to drink more.

...Ha.

My Sasuke: ...I'm sorry. Let's talk soon.

Pervy: Bring it bitch.

Sasuke: ...Yeah.

Neji/Hinata: Sorry about all the blood.

I hate you Pervy. There are no words that can tell you how much. Just leave me alone.

Sasuke...I'm sorry. We should talk more. ♥

...You know... I'm sick and tired of playing victim. I need to train more damn it. This isn't going to happen again. I'm not going to let myself be a victim anymore.

To My Sasuke: Thank you. For everything. ♥

( Private to IC!Sasuke )

Summary of the good things that have been happening: Started officially dating My Sasuke. The amazing, wonderful, thing... ♥ Got to see Sakon and Tayuya. Yeah. That's... About it ( Read more... )

I never thought of myself as dependent on others. I always tried to be as independent as possible.

From strangers. From Orochimaru. Even from Sakon and Sasuke. So how is it that Sakon acting how he is and my being sick reducing me to such low levels?

I blame the fever. Making me feel weird...

...I feel like smoking again. >>