living here is different i finally have complete freedom from my family no mother no father no anything...i find it fantastic and yet depressing all at the same time ( Read more... )

well i have been here for almost 2 1/2 weeks and i am loving every mintute of it except for my gram she is something i tell ya .....she is wonderful one minute and the next she is the devil!!....anyways i got the keys to my apt today and i am so excited i am going to be living on my own me alone with no roommate no sister no dad and family just me ( Read more... )

well so far i am in saline utah and i have nothing to show for it i am still 1996.10 miles away from home and im enjoying it to the fullest ..the passed 3 days i have seen the north rim and the south rim of the grand canyon and on my god is it amazing!!!!... i did almost shit myself when we were at the elevation of 7000 feet above sea level... ( Read more... )

well there is only a few days left here in vegas ...i am excited and depressed at the same time ..heart is here with my best friend and it is half in new york with my family .....i wish that i could have the best of both worlds BUT thats just not in the cards.i have been a really big bitch the last few days ......i quit my jobb and got my ass ( Read more... )

well i turned 21 yesterday and it feels pretty cool i am pretty happy about it.....life could be better...well here in vegas but its still pretty shitty.....i have decided to come home.....i found that i will be depressed where ever i go and that is just the way it is ......i have seen that life is never greener on the other side..ever.....i miss ( Read more... )

i have finally had enough....cant help but feel really pissed off when i am not around both of them at the same time.i listen to one and say nothing i listen to the other and say nothing ...but when they are together they honestly talk about me...yes i thank you for leting me stay here it is very wonderful but dont think that i am stupid....if i ( Read more... )

yesterday i talked to megan dereks girlfriend and it feels so much better for her to know that i dont hate her and that i actually cared...im just so happy ...cause i know that we can be friend i know that for a fact!!!..........Megan you are a rad chick!!!!....talk to you soon

people just like to fuck with my life especially my family .......fuck you dad ...we are done......

heres to the fuck that like to screw with my life......i love ed very much and you know what ...now i have lost him because he cant trust me ..well that really fucked up and i hope that you fucking die
ed i love you so much

ive been here in vegas foe almost a week and i am loving it......but my heart is still kind of back home only because of the fact that my sister is there and i miss her completely.......i miss just not saying anything and showing up at her front door screaming up to her to come and unlock the door.......i miss late nights with everyone taking shots ( Read more... )