hey there well some good news and some sad news....well here is the sad i broke up with ed and it really hurts but i guess thats the way it had to be ......then a few days later he decided that he didnt want to lose me and he asked me to marry him .....i was amazed and also so upset that he was so late on asking me...but i guess that things will ( Read more... )

just got out of the shower and i am feeling refreshed for the first time today!!yay!!! Last night was the biggest and wierdest night in a long time. I had a friend sleep over and dawn was here i thought it was so cool what fun we had oh yes what fun we had cleaning up the fucking water that came up out of me pipe for the washer...damn thing the ( Read more... )

yay i final have a computer of my own!! i bought a apple ibook all for myself what a wonderful christmas present!! but i still have to buy the microsoft office so that i can do my papers on it ......oh well thats going to cost me another 200 bucksd that i dont have but i need it. i think that i am in the whole about 3000 dollars ( Read more... )

I am finally almost done with my apartment......oh yeah thats right hey everyone....i'm moving out on the first!!!!...yay!!!.....anyways..back to the chaos that is my life..my apt is almost done. i am getting so excited but yet a little scared. I am not to sure what is going to happen with thiswhole thing but i am hoping that it works out for the ( Read more... )

yeah thats right i get to go on vacation and it is going to be alot of fun....i am going to miss work but that is ok im not to afraid of that..... i am afraid that i am going to go there and never want to return to buffalo. And that would suck because i love my friends and i still love ed even though he has put me through hell and back!....but i am ( Read more... )

well these last few days have been really different ......i have so many things going on in my head and i have no idea why..all this shit has to happen to me .. do i deserve it all ....how do i manage?....how do i keep a stable mind about things? just how?... i really have no idea....i has been over a month since my uncle and his woman jen moved in ( Read more... )

wow do i feel like a loser!!i am sitting here in my granny nightthing..with my hair all frizzy and IT FEELS SO GOOD!!!!!.... i would just love to stay like this all day long but i would feel like a lazy shit!my boyfriend well whatever he is ...i guess... is an asshole...last night he went to the gym and decided to come home and not call me like he ( Read more... )

i'm finally glad that you are happy once agian ..but that leaves me in the cold ....i dont really think that i will ever be as happy as i once was there is no happiness in my world.. i left because i thought i had found someone better and now i am stuck with a person that rarely ever shows and intrest in what i want to do or even like.....so ( Read more... )

God i fucking hate when people lie to you !! it really fucking sucks ass...especial when this person knows that i am going to fucking find out about it.....nice fucking pictures asshole what did you think that i wouldnt see them... yeah thats right i seen them before you told her to take them off...why the fuck do you lie ...why...you could just ( Read more... )

finally things are going a little better in my life. I got a new car brand new it is a 2004 hyundia accent the 4 door. its black with red pinstips...its so awesome!!...yet insurance it going to be expencive ..but i have to have a car.... i am going to be getting a second job soon i hope i need all the extra money that i can get!...Ed and I are alot ( Read more... )