UNTRUSTWORTHY,
AND I LABEL YOU.
YOU WILL BE CUT OFF.

reminder for the big people:
this is a friends only journal,
have a nice fucking day.

btw, friends only.
-from this point on.

that's funny. just the other day someone mentioned fnords to me, but i didn't know what it was, or that it was even related to the illuminati. and now another. so i quick looked it up and apparently it's i word... that you can't see if you've been conditioned by the illuminati. according to one of wilsons books, you're conditioned at a very ( Read more... )

bare with me here ( Read more... )

i go to log on the internet(peoplepc) and the word of the day is: peccant. and the definition is: sinning. i have to be honest, it made me think. no, really. guilt would be more accurate. is the internet so bad for me? is this a sign from god? or is my mom smart enough to set this up?... because, well, i did find the keyboard unplugged... as ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm eavesdropping on conversations that are taking place thousands of miles away. or just across town. in the other room or even across the room. or maybe when i've stepped outside for a moment to have a cigarette. i feel like i can read people's minds. i'm pretty sure it's just my imagination, that i'm not listening to actual ( Read more... )

not really but this is what it feels like. it's cold here. i don't know what to do. call my sister up so i can transfere this to text connected to internet? they are all right, my thought is scattered and abstract, can anyone understand? i say we are all the same so why don't you understand? so why do i hear you saying none of us are the same ( Read more... )

who has been reading my livejournal that it's address is in the url bar on this computer? hm! i feel violated. but it is public. and so, i guess i deserve it.

anyway. i don't know anything. i'm just a dumbo.

i ask you. would you read carefully and without ego ( Read more... )

the thing is, i can't force anything out for you. i can't prove anything to you. all i want is to know god, and i'm so sad. i'm so sad. i can't give anyone truth, i can't even give myself truth. the truth doesn't come from me- i didn't create gravity, i can only testify to it. you see, i don't create truth, the truth isn't inside of me, it's ( Read more... )