my granpda just died about an hour ago.

i dont really know what im supposed to do about this. he was more like a father to me than any other man in my life and now he is gone.

to say its not fair doesnt even come close to the feeling i have.

i'll be in ohio in two days.

two years two weeks ago i had a grandmother. two years six months two weeks ago she had a cold. six months. thats all that it takes for cancer to take a life. to spread and torment a person. its been very hard for everyone in my family and i feel like we have all fallen apart after her death. i feel like im emotionally retarded. i dont love right. ( Read more... )

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so i woke up this morning in a state of panic ( Read more... )

happy valentine's day bitches!

quit my job today. its nice.
boyfriend should be over after he gets off work.

he surprised me this morning with lilies.
i love him.
swoon.


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this is melissa and brittney and we are soooooooo drunk! we are in erhens room and i can barly type. my friend christy came from oklahoma with me and she is so hot. we are all very drunk and it rocks and typing takes a lot of effort and i'm done bye bye

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