Well, as of two days ago, I am single again.  Umm.. yay.. I guess.

It sure doesn't feel like "yay" mood again.  In fact, I would venture to say the opposite is true.  It feels like shit.

I'll add more information later....

Its official. I miss my girl friend ( Read more... )

Well Erin, it really didn't take very long at all for me to miss you. After I said goodbye, the rest of work was ok. I guess I was sort of used to working without you there as well. But as soon as I went home it hit me. I miss you ( Read more... )

I am holding back. I am hesitating to tell you something.

It is something that needs to be said. And I understand it perfectly in my head. But I am afraid I won't be able to say it the way I see it in my mind.

So I am writing this on a french computer, with a french keyboard. This isn't too special until you actually see the french keyboard. All they keys are in different places. I managed to switch the computer to English, where the keys are all in the right places, but the keyboard displays the keys in the wrong place. Its weird to explain, but .. ( Read more... )

Life is good. What can I say ( Read more... )

Since I've posted here. I find it hard to just journal becuase I know I only have one reader. Its almost like if I'm just e-mailing you ( Read more... )

Why is it, that I hesitate to speak my mind for fear it would be pressuring you into doing something you may not want to do? Why is it that I consistantly bite my tongue because I don't want to push you into something you don't completely want. Why am I so afraid to take the risk? Maybe the risk of you not being happy is more than I'd like to ( Read more... )

. . . i posted something ( Read more... )