There is something about the morning air seeing the cars driving by knowing the people in them are barely awake that is this great feeling. My sleep schedual is all screwed up again so i have yet to sleep and the world is waking up. The morning air is so clear it's a clean slate for a new day. I never realized how much i really liked the morning ( Read more... )

Life is....going i'm fairly sure i'll be graduating this time next year which still seems crazy to me but it's not like i'll be done with school i'll just be getting out of the state, hopefully anyway. Outside of school i finally got a job down here so money will stop being quite so tight after my next paycheck which means i can start saving for ( Read more... )

i think i'm almost at a better place than i was when i came home, which is strange cause i was really dreading coming here. at first not hanging out with everyone from school was really bad and just frusterateing. but now i see this time in the middle of BFE is my time to grow and realize what it is i want to be/who i am. I feel like i've dont' a ( Read more... )

So i'm back in harbor and i hate this place. i hate being at home, i mean don't get me wrong i love my partens but i'm ready to stop living in their house with their rules. also atm i dont' have a job and so i'm esentially broke and bored as hell, gg no re. so i'm sitting around and thinking far to much which is typically a bad thing. i mean hell i ( Read more... )

Life is unpredictable there is no way you can calculate what will happen to you, this is assuming you have regular human interaction, just when i think i have life figured out something from my past comes and smacks me in the face. I guess i'm not suprised that it suprised me since i haven't talked to her since spring break but still it's kinda ( Read more... )

so the one night i actually need to go to bed early i can't, sat in bed for about an hour waiting for sleep to come and...nothing it's a little crazy. It's strange now that i finally know what i'm planning on doing i have so much free time i end up forgetting that i have something that needs to be done, aka tax's and new going to SOS for a new ( Read more... )

Well it's been a while since i've used this thing but i think maybe i should write more again it just helps to have all my thoughts down on "paper" i've been really struggeling with what the hell i'm doing with life recently, atm i'm a psych major thinking i'll be able to help people and make some kind of a difference with this fucked up place, ( Read more... )

Well i either need to check and update this thing more often or just delete it since i never seem to be keeping up on those of you i stalk via LJ. Quick update on my life before i do the hmwk i neglected to do that is due later today, I'm all moved in back at school which is nice and it's really good to see all my friends from school. Pretty ( Read more... )

wow i haven't posted in a month but i guess i've been kinda busy. Harbor is on it's way into full swing and with summer comes work. which is good cause i really really need the money. however at the moment it's not a question as to when i work but more of a question to when i dont' work. starting next week i'm pulling 70+ hrs between both jobs. i'm ( Read more... )

so if i wasn't already enough of a star wars geek and thinking about learning the Mando'a language (cause it just seems way to interesting). I FOUND FONTS!!!!!!!! i have been looking for sith hyroglyphs for a long time and i mentioned it to a friend of mine and he took me right to the site where i can get them so now i can type in Mandalorian, Sith ( Read more... )