I AM COMING HOME ON DECEMBER 9TH!!! I am so unbelievably happy about this!! My first exam is on Dec. 8th and my next isn't until th 20th, so I'm coming home for that 10 days in between!! Then I'll fly up on the 19th to write my other 2 exams and I'll be home on the 22nd again. I AM SO HAPPY!! This means that I'm getting 20 days at home!! WHOO!!! ( Read more... )

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So my "party" went splediferously. lol. too much random stuff happend to even go there. there are no words for the weirdness. ask and i might tell, but i'm seriously doubting it. lol

I just realized that today is August 10th. Which means that I'm leaving for the cottage in 11 days. Which means that I'm going to be gone for 10 days. Which means that when I get back on the 31st I'm going to work the next day, and then have 2 days to say goodbye to everyone. Shit.

Oh tommorow is going to be CRAZY! I have soo much to do, and not enough time to do it in. lol. However, if it all goes as planned, it will end in awesomeness. lol. The schedule ( Read more... )

Today is a good day. Got ambushed with shopping with mom. That was trecherous. Didn't feel like I wanted to vomit all day. The guilt and confusion is going away. I just have to take it a day at a time, and just let it go slow. I have a "date" tonight! Its crazy. I wasn't looking for anything to start, and especially with all this drama with Chad ( Read more... )

So I'm glad that we talked it over, but I'm not glad that there is still tension. Tonight was fun, but there were moments when I was questioning why I was still making the effort. If I had known for one second that I would loose two friends over this, I would have never gave into the pressure and said a word. Because thats what I feel like. Its ( Read more... )

All I want is some honesty. IS THAT TOO FUCKING MUCH TO ASK?! I'm a big girl. I can take it. Just don't lie to me. Just don't FUCKING LIE TO ME! I'm not even sure what I'm supposed to do now. If someone had just had the courtesy to tell me what was actually going on I would have been fine. But now, because they lied and tried to cover it up, I'm ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I'm being so moody and unpredictable. I'm sorry that you don't feel like you can trust me. I'm sorry that I speak my mind, and that offends you. I'm sorry that we seem to be drifting apart and there is nothing we can do about it. I'm sorry that I ever met you sometimes, and then I feel guilty for feeling that way. I'm sorry that I can't ( Read more... )

What an interesting few days. Camping was great, even though I only got to stay one night. The weather was GORGEOUS! The stars were incredible! I saw 17 shooting stars! I have to say though, the looooonnnnnnnnggggggg drive in and back was the best part. Can't wait for the Jeep excursion! lol Work is long and boring. Sigh. I'm out at the Lions pool ( Read more... )