Lets see, its been...hmm...like 3 years since i've posted something here. Now i'm a doctor, grown up a lot and such. Anyone still around here?

Livejournal says i haven't posted anything in 104 weeks...anyone still here? LOL. Guess i kinda forgot about this hellish thing and all the good it did me *sarcasm*. Anyway...wassup folks?

*sigh* the fastest way to lose something is to want it too much. I heard that the other day, it seems so true.

I haven't posted in a long time for various reasons, mostly i just don't think about it and I dont want to use LJ just to complain about shit. But i felt i should post one about this. Last Wednsday, my grandfather B.J. Goodson passed away. I not going to bother with details here. Anyway, he was a wonderful man, a strong man. Even up to the end ( Read more... )

i finally get out of this funk of laura breaking up with me, even found a really nice girl. Getting happy again, and what do I hear "Im just sorry that you've lost your drive again"

I just can't escape it can I?

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well...things are looking really up, more on that later. C ya!

Well, this is the first time i posted since i was broken up with and posted that message. The main problem now is i invested so much of my life in that girl i dont really have friends anymore. Shes got a lot of new friends she made at the job shes at now. I think shes enjoying herself nicely, im getting my life back on track but im quite lonely ( Read more... )

you know...ive been thinking a lot lately about laura breaking up with me. I still want her back more than anything, she's the greatest love of my life. But even if she doesn't, i've realized that her breaking up with me has really opened my eyes. The way i've been acting and living just had problems. I saw it sometimes but it just didn't *POP ( Read more... )

21 days to our 3rd year anniversary...Laura broke up with me. I dont know what to do. thats it i guess