Ha Ha, i love this song, and looking t the lyrics, now i know why
SOS by Rhianna:
Lalala, lalala, lalalalala, Ohhh (You know, I never felt like this before)
Lalala, lalala, lalalalala, Ohhh (This feeling's like so real)

[Verse 1]
I'm obessive when just one thought of you comes up
I'm aggressive cause just one thought ain't close enough
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only two people actually thought to hang out with me this weekend. i was gonna go to a movie tonight, but poor colleen's car broke down :( , so she couldnt come out. thats not her fault. i made some phone calls but nothing really panned out. i could probably hang out with the boys when their concert is over, but its already 10:30, and im sitting ( Read more... )

so today was horrible. the pain in my neck was so bad i couldnt get out of bed
i just layed there and cried for a half hour
i took me 20 minutes to get dressed.
i started calling people from bed  hoping someone could come over and help me.

luckly after i got dressed any came over and massaged the bad area for a while. it helped  a lot, but ( Read more... )

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im so sick of hearing

"if i could,

i would"

it just figures


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So, i havent seen him in afew days, which is ok (really it is), but ive missed his hug and kiss for almost 2 weeks. :(

I may have come upon a determination,   i have tried to change it, try to push it away, try to hide it, try to forget it, and try to get rid of it, but i just cant seem to shake it. I really do love him.  i am constantly reminded of ( Read more... )

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If he only knew the thoughts
 that ran through my head...............
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I am pumped to
 see this movie!!!!
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Someone sent this out via myspace bullitin. i thought it was very true and decided to post it. it sums up about 50% of the past few months. Today i have been pretty sad, its something like this, but not at the same time. The boy didnt do anything wrong, things just didnt go my way. all i want is a hug, but ill have to wait a while. things just ( Read more... )